"incestuous" relationships

So this whole being alone at school thing is not so great as I thought. Well, I never really thought it would be GREAT, but I didn't think it would suck quite as much as it is currently. It is not uncommon for me to go a whole day, minus class discussion or answering professors, without saying a word. To anyone. Its a little better than the first week. There this guy Davy, from Gabon, Africa who's in two of my classes, one on each day, so we'll say hi. And thats pretty much it. I walk to classes alone, I eat alone, and I drive to and from school, for 45 minutes each way . . . alone.

Goddd.

However, theres a January term course that is basically going to the Gulf Coast and helping. But its a Religious Studies course, so I want to go talk to the prof to see exactly what sort of help it is. I'm pretty sure it'll be mostly humanitarian type efforts, and honestly, I'd probably go even if it involved churchy type stuff.

That doesn't change anything about being alone, but it makes my plans to go down there as a Jan Term easier. I don't have to make it an independent study thing anymore.

I have a quiz in Calculus today. I should totally be fucking studying.

Yesterday was my 21st bday. It was lots of fun. I got an iPod Shuffle and lots of gift cards and some money. This will all come in handy.

NOTE TO SELF: You HAVE to pay those bills online as soon as you get home. Or die.

Arg, why am I so bad at making new friends? I'm such an anti-social jerk.